Awareness

Of things I've never felt but

All I want now is some sort of way out

A trap

My mind has set for me but

Through the fear I just want to be free

It's a cathartic situation

When fear grants you no vacation

But you're tired of the feeling

And your motivation

Is some medication

From the chore of being me

At least it's hard

Maybe easy

To sleep

At least it's easy to dream

Too easy

And sometimes I think it would be easy to try

And sometimes I don't even know why

And sometimes I think I should be just getting by

Without another high

At least it's hard

Maybe easy

To sleep

At least it's easy to dream

Awareness

Of things I've never felt but

All I want now is some sort of way out

A trap

My mind has set for me but

Through the fear I'm glad it's just you and me

And sometimes I think it would be easy to try

And sometimes I don't even know why

And sometimes I think I should be just getting by

Without another high

It's a cathartic situation

When fear grants you no vacation

But you're tired of the feeling

And your motivation

Is some medication

From the chore of being me