Woke up in a strip club tell me where the **** I'm at

How’d I get here and how am I gonna get back

Check my phone missed call from my mom

If she knew where I was she'd have heart attack

Mom I'm sorry I been knowing it’s hard to call me

I don't answer I get nervous I know i'm causing

Anxiety and stress you're baby bird's out the nest

But I keep my wings to my chest

There's distance between us

I know that you'll see this

I love you and kelsey

I swear that I mean it

Just in my feelings

I'm sorry I need this

Throating this drink like I don’t know my weakness

Most of my friends don’t know none of my secrets

Only Le Play he knows some of my secrets

I got these demons they wreck me to pieces

When I say I love you that's when I mean it

Today a pretty angel lost it’s wings to fly

I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes

Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried

Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die

Mom I'm sorry I know you see the scars on my body

But you will never stop me

Trying I’m trying I swear that I'm trying

But the rope around my neck seems to always keep tightening

But it's hard when you know that you're ugly

And it's hard when you know that you'll fail

And it's hard when there's nothing above me

A mouthful of secrets that I could never tell

And I'm sorry that I never call you back and

And I'm sorry if I been quiet lately

And I'm sorry if I been getting mad

But if I'm only being honest hate the skin that you gave me

And I been trying to see the lights in the day

But the lights go out and the sky turns grey

And my heart's been numb but the words won't stay

Just know that I love you and that will never fade ey

Today a pretty angel lost it's wings to fly

I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes

Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried

Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die

Today a pretty angel lost it’s wings to fly

I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes

Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried

Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die

You don't know that you got me

But I swear that you have me ok

You don't know that you got me

But I swear that you have me ok