I finally see this is bigger than you and me

I fell asleep I was comatose

Fought through the nightmare

Finally woke up 18 months ago

Stood up and went for what I wanted the most

Now I am hated

I'm despised

Struggle to see the path through bloodshot eyes

I guess I shouldn't be surprised

Everyone I knew before acts like I've lost my life

They say：

Good things come to those who wait

Greatness occurs when you can fight through the hate

I'm talking like I got something to prove

But chasing my dreams is all I'm trying to do

I finally see the light

All I need now is a little more time

You got what you wanted and someday I'll get mine

I know I'll never try to fill the void that you left behind in me

I played it over again

Trying to silence the ghosts that you left in my head

I never want to forget

I never want to pretend

That this didn't destroy me

You are the one that fills my heart and head

I play a long hand and I hold my cards close

Why wouldn't I when you were everything I wanted the most

I'll never give up

I'll never let you go

This isn't bigger than us

This is my last hope

This is my last hope

I finally see the light

All I need now is a little more time

You got what you wanted and someday I'll get mine

I know I'll never try to fill the void that you left behind in me

So when the moment comes

That I am asked my dying wish

I will close my eyes and take myself back

And I will say let me see her again

'Ll surrender the moment you forgive me for my past

But we know that would never last

I refuse to live in the past

There's no way you can hurt me I've already lost what I had to lose

What I had to lose

Yeah

Lost what I had to lose

When I lost you

Realized that I was truly dead inside

So I started to fight

Started to see the light

Glared at the sun for the very first time

Now I know what's inside

Know how I want to live this life

I finally see the light

All I need now is a little more time

You got what you wanted and someday I'll get mine

I know I'll never try to fill the void that you left behind in me

That this didn't destroy me