happy ever after (Explicit) - ALDN/midwxst/Alden Gardner Robinson

Lyrics by：Alden Gardner Robinson/Edgar Sarratt/III

Composed by：Alden Gardner Robinson

Produced by：Alden Gardner Robinson

I swear we talk all the time

Feel like an actor

I got no sense of time

What am I after

Tell me that you meant it

Wrong answer

Actin' like I'll fix it

You got it backwards

You know we talked last night

What'd you do after

I got no sense of time

Lost in the laughter

Tell me that I'm worth it

Make it matter

I wish that I was perfect

Happy ever after

'Cause we talk all the time

Feel like an actor

I got no sense of time

What am I after

Tell me that you meant it

Wrong answer

Actin' like I'll fix it

You got it backwards

And when you called last night

I didn't answer

I got no sense of time

Lost in the laughter

Tell me that I'm worth it

Make it matter

I wish that I was perfect

Happy ever after

And now the sadness turn to anger

What's the matter

I served my love upon a platter

But that f**** shattered

You notice how you mind my business

***** you're a witness

All the work I put into this

**** made me lifeless

Yeah I see they try to judge me

But are they happy

I know they're everything I could be

But I just wanna feel free

It feels like maybe it's not worth it

I'm just a bother

I wanna live my life happy ever after

'Cause we talk all the time

Feel like an actor

I got no sense of time

What am I after

Tell me that you meant it

Wrong answer

Actin' like I'll fix it

You got it backwards

And when you called last night

I didn't answer

I got no sense of time

Lost in the laughter

Tell me that I'm worth it

Make it matter

I wish that I was perfect

Happy ever after

My mind drifts away

To a vacant place

I wanna talk but it's hard for me

I'm too afraid

I don't believe in myself

I think that I'm a waste

You left me broken yeah

You left me in some disarray

I know you might think

That I'm a f****-up

I run my mouth

I can never seem to shut up

My feelings run away and

I can't seem to catch up

I'm tryna leave all this

Stress and all this pressure

Try to build a wall

But it came crashing right down I'm

Standin' in my silence

I will not make a sound no

All these thoughts go inside

Of my head spin around but

It's so hard to let my guard

Back up when it's down

No feeling in my chest

I can't feel my heart pulsin'

You know I'm in pain

You already know I'm hurtin'

There's a hole inside of my

Heart as deep as the ocean

Puttin' on an effort so long

I'ma close the curtains

'Cause we talk all the time

Feel like an actor

I got no sense of time

What am I after

Tell me that you meant it

Wrong answer

Actin' like I'll fix it

You got it backwards

And when you called last night

I didn't answer

I got no sense of time

Lost in the laughter

Tell me that I'm worth it

Make it matter

I wish that I was perfect

Happy ever after