Today I introduced myself ot a new world

This unimaginable agony

Silent though so painful

After all these years it still speaks to me

Eventually my inner sanctum fell torn apart

Once it's here and once it's there

A picture so common that it is in no need of description

Numbers a system the whole earthly nature is based upon

A system so hardly explained

A system many would consider a nonsense

Some would not though

These few they definitely wouldn't

Sun disappears in the night of a day

This disaster never stops

Mind over matter or matter over mind

Think and think and think

Numbers all over the place

Weird yet logical predictions proved to be right

Haunting shades unbound

A universe of absurdity

Chaos A mirage

I would laugh at if

I could Order gave birth to order and order named man

Gave birth to chaos which is but a tool

To activate one's mind

Rationality's ruined by a hollow life of reason

My way's muted my sight's blurred

My ability to think realize and analyze

Still increases

Welcome back the sacred aim

And goodbye earthly damaged shape

I found the true name of god