I'm not doing great

I feel like I'm dead

Not thinking straight

Inside my body is troubled

Full of hate

I had to let it out before it's too late

Deep inside it can hide

Feeling so lost and betrayed

Why does this happen to me everytime

Stuck in this place where I can't escape

Screaming and clawing from deep inside

Why won't it fade

Outside I had to lie I'm ok

I hope someday I'll stop

Getting pain

I guess this is a lie I have made

Deep inside it can hide

Feeling so lost and betrayed

Why does this happen to me everytime

Stuck in this place where I can't escape

Screaming and clawing from deep inside

What am I doing

I can't believe this

I have been hiding

Wanting to be less

Giving to people

They take from me

Always they bring drama to me

Look look at me now

Now

Feeling so lost and betrayed

Why does this happen to me everytime

Stuck in this place where I can't escape

Screaming and clawing from deep inside

I can't stand all this f**king pain

Please just go away

Please god just make the pain