Sometimes I wonder

Torn between my heart

Torn between my heart and my mind

And I feel my body to see if I'm in

If I'm in tune with what I find

But I don't know how to feel

And I don't know what to feel anymore

Anymore

Wanna be the decision cision

Kill free things

I feel a difference inside

I'm a boy who's so sick of searching

Maybe there's a heaven nearby

So

Should I let these thoughts out

Or should I let you in

It's so easy to be alone

Look within

Will I find home

I just don't know how to feel

Feel

How to feel

How to feel

Feel

Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here

Like I am stuck here and can't move

I like to watch the sunsets lighting the warm colors

The warmth it blinds the truth

But I don't know how to feel

Don't

And I don't know what to feel anymore

I keep on hurting myself

Tearing off the skin

I let it burn at the touch

What I've lived

What I've learned

Though it may be the truth

Truth it hurts

When we have something inside

That no motherf**ker will touch

No

I won't think like you

If I did what am I trying to prove

I just don't know

I just don't know how to feel

I just don't know what to feel anymore