Imbedded in fear

I stand and face the oppressor

Death drawn by my side

The taste of revenge invades me

The eyes of uncertainty

The slow drawn breath of those about to die

I will not keep death nor let it remove me

I will stay strong and focused on vengeance

The blade that is life shall detonate the rivers of blood

Severed enemies cries of killing horror

I will be redeemed

I will strive through

I will kill those who seek to kill me

This time

I won't

Take my

Life for granted

I'll find myself asking

Why god must hate me

Why I feel

Like I should not have

Survived this

And what is yet to come：

Why does god forsake me

At look down on me

Night make me fear

Nightmares still

Inside my head

You never wanted me to stay

You almost took it all away

It's not my time yet

I still have one more chance to prove

This time I won't let you down

It's not my

My time yet

Why does god forsake me

At look down on me

Night make me fear

Nightmares still

Inside my head

Nightmare still inside my head

You never wanted me to stay

You almost took it all away

I can't live

I can't die

It's not my f**king time