GROWING UP IS _____ (Explicit) - Ruel

Lyrics by：Ruel Vincent Van Dijk/Julian Bunetta/Mark Landon

Composed by：Ruel Vincent Van Dijk/Julian Bunetta/Mark Landon

Heard you moved out of town on the weekend

Understand but I'm sad that you're leaving

Are you up making friends with the ceiling

Yeah I know the feeling

I wasn't trying to let you down

I was just working my s**t out

I'm sorry I didn't know how much I led you on

Growin' up is weird sleep with friends break a heart

Question everything you thought

Split a pill smoke a dart

Growin' up is weird fall in love for a year

And then I disappear wish that you were here

Growin' up is strange get too close push away

Thinking you would do the same

No regrets no mistakes

Growin' up is strange when the one who's to blame

Is lookin' at the mirror wish that you were here

Growing up is

Get emotional at two in the morning

It's a habit know I shouldn't be callin'

Then you let me in is that what you wanted

Is this what we wanted

Now you're back in town no I can't come around

Are we better without the what ifs and doubts

Is this it

Are we both too far gone to forget

And try again

Growin' up is weird sleep with friends break a heart

Question everything you thought

Split a pill smoke a dart

Growin' up is weird fall in love for a year

And then I disappear wish that you were here

Growing up is strange get too close push away

Thinking you would do the same

No regrets no mistakes

Growin' up is strange when the one who's to blame

Is lookin' at the mirror wish that you were here

Growin' up is

Wish that you were here

Oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Wish that you were here

Growin' up is weird sleep with friends break a heart

Question everything you thought

Split a pill smoke a dart

Growin' up is weird fall in love for a year

And then I disappear wish that you were here

Growin' up is strange get too close push away

Thinking you would do the same

No regrets no mistakes

Growin' up is strange when the one who's to blame

Is lookin' at the mirror wish that you were here

Growin' up is weird

Oh yeah yeah hey

Oh-oh then I just disappear

Ooh-ooh will I just disappear

Wish that you were here

Growing up is