if depression gets the best of me (Explicit) - Zevia

Lyrics by：zevia

Composed by：zevia

Empty and numb

Still can't get past all the sadness and the crumbs I left

Help me I'm scared

'Cause the one thing on my mind

Is for me to disappear

So mama when I die

Please hold in your cry

Just know that when I'm gone

I'll always be right by your side

And lover when I leave

I know that we don't speak

I'm sorry that I failed you

But you meant the world to me

I lost my sight

I still can't see all the places

Where there might be light

I used to stare

At the mirror now I don't

'Cause when I do I see a ghost

It's not my fault that you feel like I'm so self centered

I'm tryna be better

But I feel under the weather

So mama when I die

Please hold in your cry

Just know that when I'm gone

I'll always be right by your side

And lover when I leave

I know that we don't speak

I'm sorry that I failed you

You deserve better than me

So mama when I die

Please hold in your cry

Just know that when I'm gone

I'll always be right by your side

And lover when I leave

I know that we don't speak

I'm sorry that I failed you

You deserve better than me