作词 : Jonathon Quiles

作曲 : Jonathon Quiles

I don't wanna do it now

I don't wanna go outside

Been falling, been falling

Tell me that it's all my lies

Think about it all the time

Been falling, been falling

Yeah, sick of comparing myself

Drive to get air for myself

I haven't slept in 2 days

I should take care of myself

So unaware of myself

At times I stare at myself

And hate the person I see

It's like I'm glaring at hell, cuz

I'm always ruminating

Always felt disconnected

Why can I not escape these

Thoughts that I keep on dreading

My minds constantly racing

I try to the intercept it

I wish someone can save me

Cuz I see where I'm headed, yeah

But thats my life tho

Drowning in muddy waters

I need a life boat

Always felt misunderstood

I don't know why tho

Always shutting the world out

Guess that how I cope

My phone, doesn't ring

Late night, little flings

Don't result in real things

Hovered over the sink

Always get what I want

But ignore what I need

Yeah I'm getting these checks

No one checkin on me

But I'm living my dreams

Contestant stress that it brings

Jealousy in the air tonight

Jealously what it breeds

It ain't all what it seems

Family don't even clap for me

But when they all down bad

They hit me up to get a stack from me

Yeah yeah yeah

Crazy how it is, people be feeling entitled to this

But they weren't around, while I was down

They got there hands out, I give 'em a fist can

Spot out a fake, just leave out some bait

And then pull it back as soon as they take

You will be amazed, by all of the snakes

That you catch in this *****

Wasted time, every time I trying

You don't lie? that's a lie, I can tell

Can't disguise who you are all that well

I don't wanna do it now

I don't wanna go outside

Been falling, been falling

Tell me that it's all my lies

Think about it all the time

Been falling, been falling