6 For The God Below

Ever since birth I've been

Attracted to the sinister

All the malignant cruel forces of the world

Yet at times I've been mislead by her opposite

And it is with great shame

I acknowledge these mistakes

Father who art not in heaven

Hear my cries of true remorse

To let a mortal being ever coincide with thou

Must be punished by a fate worse than death

I find comfort in sadness and in grief

Thinking of all those beautiful

Things that could have been

Now put me in a position where

I would have to choose

My devotion to evil will always

Come before you

For countless days and countless nights

I've been wandering these

Worn down streets all alone

And it is in there angstridden moments

I find nutrition for my starving

Misanthropic soul

I find comfort in sadness and in grief

Thinking of all those beautiful

Things that could have been

Now put me in a position where

I would have to choose

My devotion to evil will always

Come before you

No matter what you do

No matter what you say

Whoever you may pray