If Only

Can’t tell how long I’ve waited in the car

Engine off and laying low

Play out every outcome to excess

Afraid of getting out

Morning breaks from pieces of a dream

Ignorance is bliss, yeah

If only I didn’t check my phone

If only

You could be here

(If only) You could be here

Can’t tell how long I’ve waited in my bed

Closed curtains and the windows

If only I had told you how I feel

If only