Connell (Explicit) - Conan Gray

Lyrics by：Conan Gray

Composed by：Conan Gray

Produced by：Ethan Gruska

I saw you in a photograph

With some brunette girl in a head-back laugh

And I almost hurled when I saw your hand

Down the small of her back

You were never outside with me

Spent my summer months in your unwashed sheets

And I know it's dumb that I'd ever think

That I'd meet your mom and dad

Skipping your stones at my window in the dark

Kissing your ghost was my own damn ******* fault

But deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned

And you remind me of how good it feels to hurt

Yeah you remind me of how little I deserve

I knew we weren't meant to be

I'm from Texas skies you're from London streets

And I'm not your type but you're trying things

So that's everything I need

To break apart my own heart again

Validate the worst thoughts inside my head

That I'm not worth **** and I'm better dead

Who's the victim in the end?

Skipping your stones at my window in the dark

Kissing your ghost was my own damn ******* fault

But deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned

And you remind me of how good it feels to hurt

And you remind me of how little I deserve

Yeah you remind me of my father slurring words

So you remind me of how little I deserve

Connell

Connell

Connell

Conn ugh