you know it’s hard for me to be around you

that night, it opened up my eyes, saw the real you

you’re so pure, have a heart of gold

you are the warmth in all the cold

i only wished that you didn’t know the real truth

what to do? can’t decide

do i cry? do i say i’m okay and try to mask all the pain?

comprehend all the times

hopes were high, played with me

everytime like it’s all fun and games

maybe someday there’s a chance you will feel the same too

you know i never really wanted you so bad

nowhere to run, never felt so trapped

i know that i could just forget all about this

my mind at war with my heart

to lose it or break it

am i building a wall just to break it

am i strong enough to hold it down

but with one look, oh no you got me now

staring at the black mirror, hope it lights up

my patience getting thinner, eyes slowly shut

see your name, like ***

man you got me high

grey to blue, how do you

make me alive

oh baby

you know i never really wanted you so bad

nowhere to run, never felt so trapped

i know that i could just forget all about this

my mind at war with my heart

to lose it or break it

am i building a wall just to break it

am i strong enough to hold it down

but with one look, oh no you got me now